Sudden

I haven't been here for ages. Well, the Christmas holidays are usually busy, just like in most families. I enjoyed spending time with all my friends - more than my family. This isn't a good thing, but it is how I felt anyway.

Finally, I'm back where I belong, with a big distraction - school. This feeling has been bugging me for the last month or so and it is making me quite uneasy.

Have you ever felt that there is someone you feel something for, but the next thing you know, that person is taken away from your life and there's nothing you can do about it because you're too shy to ask for his/her contact details?

Have you felt a feeling that you are trying so hard to push now, back into the deepest pit of your brain, but the feelings keep coming back stronger and stronger like a mutating virus?

I've never been so scared of my feelings.